Anniversaries and Signs

It will be 7 months in 2 days. I've survived the 6-month anniversary. That day seemed like it should be a biggie. The anticipation of it contained more sadness than the day itself. When the day arrived I felt a peace and calm. The next night at church I felt strongly that he was sitting next to me. That comforted and uplifted me.

In the next month there will be 2 more anniversaries. 4 years since he first contacted me and the night we met in person. I'll just wait and see how those days are.

A couple of weeks ago I was at a cottage on Cape Cod. It was a clear night and I could see so many stars. Looking up, I remembered a message from Ken that he no longer needed the motorcycle to go fast. He could go as fast as he wanted at any time. So I asked him to show me how fast he could go. I waited and watched, and then I saw a shooting star. I was thrilled and kept saying 'Thank-you!'

On the way home I glanced to my left and saw a big burst of fireworks. I glanced again, but it was all trees after that and I couldn't see anymore. I took that as another sign, since I had to have looked at that precise moment to see the huge circle of light.

Am I making mere coincidences into signs from the other side? Maybe, but I prefer believing that he is still around and letting me know.